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i want to be around you. yet give you enough space. 
How do you draw the line?

Ladder Back Flare Dress in Navy [XS] -$25 mailed
Size XS: PTP 14.5"-15.5" Waist 12-13.5" Length 32"

Made of rayon polyester blend
Comes with concealed side zip and full inner lining




TTR Basic Tank in Saffron [S] - $15 mailed
Featuring a sweetheart ruched top with 3 cute bronze buttons!

Measurements:
Size S
Ptp: 13 - 15"
Length: 23.5"







HAPPINESS IN PUMPKIN X BONDI BLUE (Le Flirtini) [S] -$23 mailed
Size S: Measures 16 inches across ptp, 17 inches across hips, 33 inches length
Best fits UK 6 - 8 as a rough gauge.
Simply love how flattering the classic A-line shift dress is!
A great dress for days you cannot be bothered to mix and match but still want to look interesting!
Make it work for the office with your favorite blazer and heels.
Match with ballet flats or statement sandals and you are set to bring it out for a holiday or the weekends.
 
Cute contrasting clothed buttons at back of dress. Comes with detachable matching sash.
Thick inner lining, non sheer. 
Made of chiffon rayon which is one of the favorite material you ladies love :)




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my sentiments exactly.

been posting. but left it private. I don't know if I want to put myself out there again. especially with all the changes in facebook privacy settings and all. gets to me. it helps to be fiercely protective of your own world. on a need to know basis.

hmm. I don't know what to think. where to draw the line. Knowing someone isn't enough to know what to do, how to feel, what to say and how to say it. Somehow, what we have isn't enough to comfort me, to keep me settled. I read between the lines, I get sensitive, and then berate myself for it, questioning my rights and where I am headed. this is not helping. there has to be a limit somehow. and I will enforce that limit.

I don't want to lose myself. neither do i want to hurt myself.

love.

for now, 
not looking. 
not wanting.
not appreciated. 

not available.

i like my job.

it may be too soon to tell, especially when only 2 days have passed, and i dont have my own table yet. pui. but then, i like doing papers, meeting with students. and i got invited to lunch too. hahas.

plus: there are a lot of SMU TTs around. and they are helping me get my bearings around work. There's so much to learn, more things to remember and useful tips to get by the week. i like my schedule a lot. (: to work for 2 days with an off, another 3 working days and another off. plus, i get my social life on fri and sat. (: and sometimes unexpected early days on weekdays. but once i get my own classes, things will be different. for sure. i don't know if i should be looking forward to it or not.

so far so good. im enjoying the working life. So long, SMU. especially after commencement next wed. (:

 I don't have a fear of commitment -- I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up; I screw things up, especially with people I love. I get needy, I get moody. I get distant, I want to be too close, i get confused. I don't understand all of it but i keep pushing because I hope in this thing --the universe. There's no way I'm the only person out there who wants something this bad. If i want it, someone else out there must, too.

-thoughtsonasunday.tumblr.com

 

i'm big on hope.

has finally done it. 
my heart skipped a beat. 
but yes, i should have seen it coming. 
something so insignificant should not have such an impact. 
i think, maybe, it's the lack of sleep. 

to let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.

done deal.